which kinda sucks because my dad's side of the family is very LOUD and and most of them live the old school american way..............which means there kinda strict, but if there is one type of person i can- not stand at any damn point is strict people. not to mention, my second cousins, who are mostly boys, are a bunch of fuckin' brats and i can't stand them at all. fuckin' little demons they are too................ not to mention it's in Pennsylvinia, which is a moutain range state and i can't bere being in the mountains for one day without getting deprssed......... damn the moutains, just damn them......................anyways, i won't be here for a few days, if we go up that is. you see, my mom's gotten sick so we couldn't get up there today, but if she's better tomarrow (god, i can't SPELL!!!!!!!) we'll be going up to stay at my Grandparents house in northwest Pennsylvinia..................... did i forget to mention the trip up there sucks dick too...... i didn't?......well now you know. it's mainly because right in the middle of the trip we get stuck in fucking traffic 2 or 3 times and they either take 2 or 3 hours to get through. well..........at least i have to only deal with this once a year...........it still pisses me off though because it's boring as hell and can't be around anyone in that part of my family without being repremented and shit like that- that's why now adays, when i'm up there, during the reunion party i'm either on the porch or inside the house drawing, depending on whose house the party is at............ anyways, thats all the stuff i have to tell you for now so, byebye................

I LIKE CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........hehe, yeah. also, i just had one of my stubborn baby teeth pulled out on monday and i am to get the other one pulled out today by an orthopedic surgeon at 2 pm eastern American time
(oh and by the way, i feel a little bit nervous about it)
Edit:
they didn't pull my tooth out, they just did a compensation check on me for the surgery, which is on the 9th of July

and now, it's the USA summer break for me! expect to be drawing more, okay. yay!
though my graduation from Middle school sucked cause my parents weren't there, plus my crush, Li Jiang, wasn't there either. so i got depressed today, but oh well, i probably won't see him again even though he isn't moving (i hope not).
still, i'll have another piece of art up soon.

and the end of the U.S. school year. Their having enrichment day at my school to prepare us kids for the EOG(end of grade tests, which is a federal education requirment here in the U.S. you are to pass every year starting 3rd grade. the reason is that it tests on how well educated and perpared you are to go on to the next grade) and since 8th grade is a gateway year(which means if i pass the EOG in the 8th grade, i get to go on to high school) our teachers are giving us extra teaching lessons so were prepared, it's like for those of you teenagers who are Japanese when you have to take those REALLY hard exams to be able to continue your education, except the U.S. EOG's arn't as hard and aren't a big a reason to make a hoopla out of(well, with the exception of MY school district, they have what are called Test Jams to help encourage the students to do their best on the test; i think it's a bunch of crap) anyway, beside the EOG, i've planned to leave high school early before my junior year and finish my high school diploma at the North Carolina School of the Arts and finidh my diploma with a Visual Arts major. I chose N.C. school of arts mainly because it's internationally aclaimed one of the best art schools, plus it's located in the state that i live in, North Carolina, which is why it's called the N.C. School of the Arts, and becuase it's far, far away from where i live now(i'm saying this now because i don't like my town, i don't like my school, and i wasn't even born remotly near where i live now) all the way in one of N.C.'s major cities, Winston-Salem, where my second cousin Peggy lives.But also, it's a high standard school, so i'll have to work really hard to get in and work really hard to get through, which i am willing to do(that dosen't mean i won't have time to talk to you, my friends at Devart, because i'll make the time) but anyways, i've just been doing a lot of stuff lately at school.
and by the way, i have a scanner now so you guys should be seeing my art work soon

i developed strep throat over thanksgiving. luckily, krista and i are out of school during thanksgiving so i didn't miss any days.
we went to my godparents house for thanksgiving this time. Grechen(my god mother) made a nice meal even though we didn't have any turkey, though she did have cranberry sauce and I LOVE THAT STUFF! Arnie(godfather) was his funny, southern american self. the two got themselves a new dog, a beagle to be exact, and she just got out of puppy mode(in other words, he just bacame an adult beagle) though she is still as playful as a puppy.
after thanksgiving, we shopped a little at Mayfaire, a of what some of you at deviantart would call the american version of a village. it has a nice shopping district, a movie theater, and a few resteraunts(and a pub ) and just beside it is the residential district, where the people of Mayfaire live, and it only takes them a short walk to get to the shopping district. the place is so nice a perfect little town, i don't now how to tell you how nice it is, i wish to live there someday.
anyway, after the shopping my throat became really sore and so i lived with it for three days being like that, i couldn't even swallow my own saliva without it being painful, and i missed monday the next week of school, my whole thanksgiving break was ruined because of it.
but anyways, school wasn't so hot either, i was just depressed most of the time and off in my own little world. i had this one day where i had a boy in another class at lunch staring at me as i was getting into the lunch line, my class had just gotten into the cafateria for lunch. i won't say who he is, but i will say he's one of the most popular boys at the school as far as i am concerned. he is cute and all but i usually don't pay much attention to him, as i am most of the time with any other boy, mainly because i know he dosen't like me so why bother, because i'm not even close to being desprate for a lover, and because i really have no intention of finding any lover and rather live my life alone. now if i am to end up with a boyriend who really loves me, i'm fine with it. but as far as i have gone in my life, i'm going to end up a lone wolf and i don't care.