high school, as i predicted, is busy, busy , busy, busy!! everyday i get an average of 2 hours worth of homwork and i have to study for at least another hour and a half to remember stuff for a test. not to mention, i work a lot harder during the school day anyway, so i'm pretty tired already when i get home.
anyway, i have been drawing a little lately, and sometime soon(when i do have time) i'll work on them in my photoshop then post them on my account. But right now, guys, i'm just too tired :snore:
i'm still seeing my crush, whom is in none in my classes at a similar time as me, but i still see him!!!!!!!!!! one of the reasons would be that his locker is only a few feet down from mine!
you would think one year i seem him, and the next, i don't see him anymore and we get on with our little lives!
i don't know why i'm rambling about this, and to be honest with you, i don't think i should be talking about this, so i think i better stop.
and people- you have got to listen to this- are obsessing with the tag on my bookbag
i'll say more on this journal later but i have to get off the computer now.

well it's going to be in six days. my freshmen orientation is today and to be honest with you i am not looking forward to it. You know why....................... because all the other kids are going to be there and i'm not going to enjoy seeing them agian (with the exception of a few people, bluerocker your one of them)
plus, i had a permanent curl yeasterday so my hair stinks a bit
and there are a few school supplies i need to get still, like..........
calculator
a few more notebooks
and new shoes, which i'll only get if it's looks like it's from Hot Topic.
and i'm also am going to be working my ass of trying to get the top grades because i NEED THOSE GRADES TO GET IN TO THE NORTH CAROLINA SCHOOL OF THE ARTS *gasp* IN WINSTON - SALEM SO I CAN INTO A GOOD ART COLLAGE WHEN I GRADUATE FROM THERE AND BECUME A MANGA ARTIST, WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT.


huff, huff, huff............... okay.................huf..................i'm done rambling................huff........................
okay, what else........... oh yeah, i really don't like the school i'm going too, becaue a lot of ............. okay i'm just not going there, anyway, i can't wait for the day i leave that stupid school two years from now to go to the arts school that i know is a hell of a lot better than the stupid HCHS. at NCSotA i'll actually feel like i'll become an artist............ you see i feel that a lot of metro N.C. has little respect for the arts, except for the Raleigh and the Winston - Salem area that i know of.

but anyways, i just hope i survive this year in high school.

as of right now, i have not updated my gallery at all when i'm supposed to because 1. i've been sick and i have a headache 2. i had a busy weekend shopping for school 3. i've been going to bible school at a church nearby 4. i feel awful - just plain awful.
but as soon as i feel better, blue rocker, your garaa request will be up and i'll have another peice of fanart that i did three years ago up as well
i forgot to mention that i am to go to the dentist office for the 2nd time in two weeks because i braces weren't properly redone

for all who is devwatching me, i would like to inform you that i will be taking art requests now since i have nothing better to do, but there will be boundries..............................


1. i will not do any hentai art; in other words the farthest i will go to draw a romance peice is a kissing scene, that is IT. (for those who are yaoi and yuri fans, i will do gay scenes because i have no problem with gays)
2. i will not draw anything that involves partial nudity, i will do short skirts and sleeved tight shirts, corsets, etc. for girls and pants and t - shirt for boys as my farthest will point.
3. i will do bloody, gorey, violent scenes or macrebre scenes to a point - which means i will not show something like someone who has been ripped up into peices and a massive amount of blood and flesh covering the whole floor/room , unless it is to be like someone whos been ripped and turned into a puppet because then i don't have to put a truamatizing amount of gore in it.



there......those are my rules, have fun with me (not THAT why of course)

because the last HP book has come out and after that, no more harry potter i know i have stated i'm not much of a harry potter fan but even the most non-fan of peoples are so easily touched by the series. i'll probably read all the books through and buy all the video games for it and get all the movies, and if i can't do that then i'll draw a detailed manga of the whole series - just so i can get over this ............ you guys probably would hate me for doing it, but still, it would be like therapy for me. i have a very senseitive psychology.
anyways, i can't beleive i am saying this..........but i beleive i am ready to go back to school..............thats right people.................i'm ready to go back to school. because i'm depressed because i havn't been able to do anything, etc..... i would also like to tell Mrs. Rowling that i hope she is able to come up with a different but as facsinating book as her classic story, Harry Potter.